"First you need to know something about them. The beautiful ones. The flawless four. Everyone wanted to be them. You know 'em they went to your school too. They totally ruled. The one in the green that's Courtney she was the leader she was like Satan in heels. The blonde Marcie Fox a legend in her own little mind, known to herself as 'foxy'. Oh, the leggy one with the pig tails in Julie, doomed to be popular because of that face and because she was best friends with the one in the pink. That's Liz Purr. She was special. Everybody loved Liz not just because she was beautiful and popular, and rich and smart she was all of those things but more than anything she was sweet. Courtney ruled with terror Liz ruled with kindness, she was like the Princess Di of Reagan High and that pissed Courtney off. Liz Purr was well, she was perfect. I used to dream about what it would be like to be her, Elizabeth Purr. Its a shame about what happened to Liz. That was no way to wake up on your seventeenth birthday. "
Jawbreakers
Virgin Suicides
Romeo and Juliet
The end is always tragic even if you are a virgin, a total cunt or a helpless lover. Three of my favorite movie's as a teenager. Now i will be using them as reference material.
"She'll come, she'll go. She'll lay belief on you
Skin sweet with musky odour
The lady from another grinning soul"
D.B
Lea T for French Vogue
Amanda Lepore by David LaChapelle
“unless a man were to love you so much that you were more to him than his father or mother; and if all his thoughts and all his love were fixed upon you, and the priest placed his right hand in yours, and he promised to be true to you here and hereafter, then his soul would glide into your body and you would obtain a share in the future happiness of mankind. He would give a soul to you and retain his own as well; but this can never happen. Your fish's tail, which amongst us is considered so beautiful, is thought on earth to be quite ugly; they do not know any better, and they think it necessary to have two stout props, which they call legs, in order to be handsome.”
by Hans Christian Andersen
(1805-1875)
And he says
"Do people know you are a dude?"...
"do not mean to offend you."
" YOU are a human being TOO."
"I have a girlfriend"
" I love the way you move, walk you are SEXY."
And he says how sexy I am,
that i feel soft BUT I'M A DUDE.
He does not want to offend me,
BUT I"M A DUDE.
He wants to pound my ass as hard as he CAN.
BUT I'M A DUDE and he has a girlfriend
In the kind of fairy tale I live in I can be anything.
Half fish half human a hybrid a powerful monster BUT NOT A DUDE.
Tonight I had one of the greatest conversions with my lovely partner in crime ColectivoMultipolar. We talked about projects, dates,one night stands, friends, not very good friends, artists we love and the ones don't even want to talk about. We talk about karma , but we did not touch that subject very much. We knew we did not wanted to go there. We talk about home made cookies,women with dicks and the one's that want to chop it off. Below photos of tonight's inspiration and our contribution.
I'm starting to believe that no dick was meant for me. You come inside of me 3 times and try avoiding me by looking at the television. "Miss Congeniality 2" is on and you seems to be turn on by the drag queens scene.I'm not surprise. 30 degrees out, a runny nose, a cheap motel, a bottle of sweet wine and a 11" cock. I could only wish you had kiss me all over more, more, more . We both do not seem to engage in any kind conversation whatsoever once again it was just a fuck. I turn around to see your expression while you fuck me and you hide your face bellow a pillow. I can only moan ,I have to say your cock was meant for me that "trophy cock" of yours. The time is 3am and I'm ready to get the fuck out. I can not deal with this bull shit anymore.
"I have to go home." I start dressing while he looks at me from the corner of the bed.He is naked, smoking a cigaret and still with a hard on perhaps he is thinking round 4?. " I will take you home" he replies with that Easter European accent. He has a look of disbelief as if I have given up ,but given up what ?.........I had to go home even if I have to be in a cold, cold place. Perhaps this is the last time I will see him?.... who knows I was feed for the night.
