Monday, February 28, 2011

Texts, e-mail and more

"Quit acting like a child sophia. Until you become a mature adult you will never be an artist."-deceived by an illusion

" One thing that is consistently noted in biographies of successful people is their ability to address things directly; when you say "oh! hahahaha" instead of saying, "wow, that's sweet, but I'm in a relationship right now" you are only doing yourself a disservice. How would I know that you are in a relationship if you didn't tell me?

Saying "you are too funny" over and over is in this case avoiding addressing the situation, as all you are saying is that I have a good sense of humor and not anything that moves the conversation into the place that you want it to.

Don't be an avoider! It won't serve you if you want to be successful in life." -NSA


Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Interested in Fisting? - m4t

Experienced fister looking for a sexy TS or very passable CD to play with and fist.

First timers welcome!

We'll play completely safe!!!

Please be clean as I am, 420 friendly

Some thoughts I want to share.

Mexico post-conquest.

Mexico post-conquest.

Karma is a bitch and so am I.

Mexico must have to go through and intensive cleansing before I can even call it home again.

Passion, pride, creativity , joy and youth

ink on paper

Tall as his pride he stood, with a face that angels could be jealous of. 
His hands were sculpture's heads large and strong.
He knew how to touch me like no ones else has. 
Passion, pride, creativity , joy and youth 
Was not our fault, was not our fault 
Your life will never be the same, my journey will never be the same 
Will soon cross paths again , I hope that when that happen we can push our pride aside. 

Monday, February 21, 2011

dear art world,

Dear art world,

No expectations ,no politics , no strings attached I have notice that in order to succeed in this market "art world" one should sell his/her soul or jeopardy our vision as an artist. WELL BAD NEWS IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN WITH ME I love my bohemian life to much (no regrets ).I love to surround my self with TRUE BEAUTY AND TALENT and believe me when i say that this two elements do not come prepackage. I do not need to compete with anything or anyone. TRUE TALENT IS MEASURE by skill and knowledge I posses both . I do not endorse politicians or religious groups , BOTH OF THIS TWO GROUPS NEED US more than we need them. Do not let them fool you with their BS. Have we learned anything from history ?  ....... I'm lucky to  have the support of amazing individuals/artist/ friends/ patrons  I do not need to mention names. You guys have my true admiration.

"Puritanical bullshit."

I will keep taunting the children with sexy pics of beautiful women .

movie night !!!!







Four choices scandal after scandal care to join me ?

looking for?

you looking for your bottom bitch that will come to you whenever you want it? have me come over and just get on my knees to start sucking you. i will do anything you say

please fuck my ass

i just hope your hard cock can handle my tight pussy

inspirational source/hentai NOT MY IMAGE
Estimulame 2011 (

The Conquest

Work in progress.
6' 1/2"x 9'
Mixed Media on Paper

The Conquest

Men have been my game my conquest
my dinner my excrement
Men have been flies across my shoulders
crawling down my arms
Men have been nothing but fluid across my chest
Like tiny babies sucking on my lifeless dry tits
Trying to feed off of me
But I'm their God, their muse , their mistress
I love to hurt real men
I love to please real men
I love to finish them all
The same way I devour my pray

Sunday, February 20, 2011

super WOW-men

This is for you Oprah !

I'm so cute look at me !http://www.oprah.com/oprahshow/Transgender-Fashion-Model-Lea-T-Video/topic/oprahshow

stripper for a night .

Well the week went as smooth as my Ex's ass... Meet with a few demons at a bears night and I'm not talking about football YALL . I'm talking about hairy, SEXY ASS men  WOW !.... The night is about to end when we decided to hit another bar (BTW NOT INTO paying covers) this time nothing BUT FAIRIES, but some of this bitches get on my nerves did I said the PArty SUCKED and I HAD TO PAY ?..... STILL HAViNg A BLAST WITH MY DEMON.Thursday  night ended raiding  my bike on pain killers not something I recommend I felt as if my heart was about to give up.  Friday  wake up call 2:00pm ..... a beagle cream, hot chocolate and the company of one of my friends... Hurry up eat the beagle "BITCHY critiques" about to begin a cup of coffee and and a cookie will keep me alive for a few more hrs. 3 hrs after an amazing critique we cover the basics literature, art, pop music and DEATH .. 6 pm text " who is down for more partying?" Demons unite  HELL YEAH!  Only one drink my body needs water.  The night ends with a bag of Doritos and an orange soda .  Saturday , night  fancy art show meets S&M money and art what a JOKE . ... time to finish those glasses of champagne a pole is waiting for me, women taking pics by a dance pole " look at me I'm a stripier for a night by day I'm a respected house wife " lol ... GO GO Dancers+ ALCOHOL + horny MEN = devastation .... IS time to hit the next place xoxoxoxoxoxox

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Pound Me Hard Daddy - Videos - MACHOMOE.COM

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MONSTERS!!!

Just finished watching a documentary on Snuff Films .... I still do not know what to make of the whole thing tooooooo much for me. The video above is one of the movies they talk about in the documentary, to be honest i was too tired to heard about the JOY of snuff.

16 hrs zzzzzz

16 hrs of sleep are not enough... I feel young again I'm ready to finally WORK!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Coffee studies.

coffee study#1,2,3
mixed media
coffee,wine, ink ,collage on cooked paper


I have been in search of You all this time.
Have I been hiding from You ?
Are we playing around like two little children ?
If you are real make sure I become a muse
and when people think of me, think of sex.
I want them to be arouse 24- 7 child,young and old
Do you think you can do that?
Have I share with you my bed ?
Have you made love to me like a goddess?
Is the end really near?
I believe the world ended for many people as
You made love to me.
We moved cities and berried many. War ,Famine and Sickness later followed.
Have you come to me in the form of music and raped my soul.
Made love to my body in search of You within me?
Please tell me who You are, what you want.
“I'm god in a Diva's body”
If I'm god why I'm I still walking among mortals among the mundane?
“I'm in search of the god within the mundane, god within the Diva.”
Have you appear in my life as a form of ecstasy , joy , love or hate?
My endless questions will never end.

Demon!!!!!


Frinendships and the END .

still from "Burnt Money"

I wounder how the end taste like ..... perhaps like a cup of hot chocolate, Oxycontin, a warm hug, a kiss on the cheek  WHO knows the end might  taste like shit.  Till then i will enjoy the finest things on earth surround by beauty and YOU .

I Love you NYC

 Who has the time tom make such an elaborate piece of art?...... NYC Starbucks bathroom
 40 cupcakes and and asshole demanding for service lol  .... the cupcakes were a little too dry ,but not the company.
 Mars Bar the most elegant bar i have been in NYC  I WANT TO GO BACK AGAIN !!!!!!!

TREAT OF THE NIGHT ...............ENJOY!!!!

1999-2010 R.I.P

I can still hear the youth in agony such a beautiful death.

Sex with out you .....

Life is just an illusion , fantasy is what i live for , is what they want me to be . I'm just an illusion sex, is an illusion  .... I'm not dead i can still feel your breath beneath my hear as you to me how much you want me. All I can think about is cleaning my floor , doing laundry ,doing my hair a different way and chancing the dragon.

I'm just an illution.

Me, YOU ALL and PEYOTE!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EiI8xNDH79g

must work create create create.........

Calendar Boys series 2011.


Woke up with the idea that today is the day, must get my ass up and be productive.  So much work i need to do do and paintings to to be finish. I have been contemplating for toooooooooooo long is time to work not time to waste. Create , create , create , create , create.

cast of the dead.

 Cast of the dead

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Because we know how much you love plastic .

Because we know how much YOU love plastic XOXoxoxoxoxox............

The end of Facebook as well know it.

Facebook  is like high school I love yet I hate it. I can try to speak my mind yet there are a few restrictions lol . We can post about the gross food we consume,ridiculous clothes we wear, pics of women getting anally raped, pics of a or children for the common pedophile ,but we can not post pics of a  barbie with a strap on.  Come on we now you love it and can't get enough of it " because we know boys love to play with barbies." .Cheer up the world is ending  xoxsoxoxoxoxox
BTW  the image of barbie is by Mariel Clayton I came across her work a month ago since then she has become one of my favorite artist.